Monday, April 23, 2012
Stages
Sometimes life hits you in stages. I think this cast has
made us go through some so far. I'm not sure why, but I really didn't expect
this casting to be so hard on me emotionally. It's been rough for Scott too.
It just still feels so overwhelming. I'm not really angry anymore. That was a
tough one to get through, and I wonder if I've really seen the last of it...but
I'm not angry lately. It used to be hard to look at him in his cast...because
it just made me so sad and angry. Now, I just feel sad. And blessed. And
sad. I think you probably all understand this...it seems like when you're the
one going through it, your head can get stuck in the sand. It's hard to see the
way out, or the end of it all. But when you're not going through it, it's
easier to have that empathy, and see the way out for whoever is going through
it. So I think my head's a little stuck in the sand today. And I think that's
ok. Time will pass, my prayers will be answered, and my understanding of it all
will increase.
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